Apologies For Autumn...

Autumn was in a bad way last week... It feels like it's been less than a week but it's actually been more. Either way, I'm sorry you all had to see that. Slenderman came along, decided that our April Fools joke wasn't funny, and... Well, it hurt him more than it did me. He decided he needed to be drinking way too much for what is good for him. When he... He had me, Autumn decided to grab a hold of him, to try and stop him...

His hands  were badly blistered, so were his arms and my neck. It hurt, but I was worried for him. He took a few sick days from bar work. I mean, he never takes days off. Without the money I could probably keep us afloat, but

On the couple of days he had free, he read Wuthering Heights to me. I tried to tell him not to, but he insisted... Autumn is stubborn as a mule sometimes, it hurt when he read. You could hear the pointedness of his words, the pain.

The tale of a ghost story, he decided it would help... When you see things at night, with Autumn's arms around you, the scrawlings in your mind like on the walls of Catherine's chamber. And you see a ghost at the window, trying to get in... It is not difficult to see the similarities...

I ended up burning the book.

It only succeeded in scaring me more.

It was only when he came home and saw me there, that he held me tight and just said. "We are nothing like any of them..." That I understood. He was telling me that we were lucky, we may have the thin man, but as long as we dance we will be okay...

As long as autumn's here, we'll be okay.

Summer

tennis

Have you ever tasted strawberries and cream? It's fucking beutiful The english have this thing where they watch tennis and eat them. It's funny, we dressed up as posh fuckers and fuck I'm pised right now. Anyways, we dressed up as "posh gits" with deck chairs and just watched slenderman, eating our berries and cream?

It was pretty sweet.

The strawberies, and the fact we just... Well. Yeah, we gave him an anti show. He became our show. he was angry though. It hurt me, aned it hurt Summer because we april foolsed it... I never want to heaw that again...

Neverever ever.

Itb listered where He touched us, ignoring cvlothes. I

fuck I hate it. I hate it so much I dont' wanna put on a show but I ahve to. I dont want to lose her.